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Why I'm Here

by freemoth

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This Submarine I’ve got a periscope And I’m looking for hope In these troubled times With my troubled mind My trusty crystal ball Just can’t make sense of it all Floating in this post-truth Sea of information It feels like a dream Stuck in this submarine So let’s face it folks Life’s not really a hoax It’s not an orange peel No, it’s the real, real deal So let’s face the facts And maybe wear a mask Your still free to breathe But now your looking out for you and me Nothing’s what it seems When you’re here in quarantine Cellaphone seems broken No wise words are spoken Just unpunished crimes In these diminished times My time moves electric But my thoughts are septic Living in this post-truth Age of desperation Nothing’s what it seems Stuck in this submarine (December 21, 2020)
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Why I'm Here 03:26
Why I’m Here I don’t wanna die I don’t really wanna die I know you don’t care But it don’t seem fair I’m just starting to understand Why I’m here Why do I have to die Won’t you tell me why do I have to die Seems I’ve got no choice But I’m supposed to rejoice? Because I might get to spend Some time with you? I really, really want to I really, really want to I really, really want to kind of stay I’d like to stick around I think I’ll pass on the underground Can we make a deal? Can I launch an appeal? I really like it here And I’d like to stay I really, really want to I really, really want to I really, really want to kind of stay I know you don’t care But it don’t seem fair I’m just starting to understand Why I’m here Why I’m here Why I’m here Why am I here? I’m here I’m here (November 20, 2020)
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It’s Hard To Believe It’s hard to believe it’s still going on It’s hard to accept what’s right is now wrong It’s hard to endure tell me when will it end It’s hard to pretend It’s hard That’s what he said she said In the office It’s hard to believe it won’t go away It’s hard to believe what more can I say It’s hard to believe, where’s it all going It’s hard to pretend It’s hard That’s what he said she said In the office It’s hard to believe it’s still going on It’s hard to believe it’s so hard It’s so crazy Don’t you think? It’s so crazy Crazy It’s crazy When will I wake up? (December 13, 2020)
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We’re Floating Hey D’you happen to notice? We’re, we’re floating in space! We’re floating in space Floating in space Through space Hey Did you happen to notice? We’re floating Floating through space Wow … Hey Did you happen to notice? We’re floating, you know Just, floating in space Just wondering if you noticed that We were D’you happen to notice Were floating in space Just floating Floating through space Wow … (January 10, 2021)
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Lately 05:18
Lately Don’t think I told you lately How much I care Don’t think I mentioned lately I’m so glad we’re here Don’t think I’ve said it lately But I’m saying it now Been a piece of my heart Right from the start It’s like you’ve always Been there Don’t think I wanna miss you I just want you here Just want to hug and kiss you I wanna be right here Don’t think I’ve said it lately But I’m saying it now There’s been a place in my heart From the very start It feels like you’ve always been Right here Don’t think I told you lately I’m still in love with you Just want to hold you baby That’s all I wanna do Been a piece of my heart Right from the start It’s like you’ve always Been there You’ve always been there Like you’ve always been there Feels like you’ve always been there Like you’ve always been there (December 24, 2020)
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Going Nowhere It’s been a cry time, it’s been A really crazy year I dream about my past now Because my future disappeared The light is dim and flickering The tunnel’s blocked with my fear I don’t know where I am going I don’t know what I’m going to do Where are we all trying to go? Who are we all trying to be? It seemed so clear to me, you know Before we all started to day We had a lot of problem sets But science will save us, science and tech Instead it’s money, money, money, go, go, go Just take me to the picture show I don’t want to think about it I don’t want to do anything right now What are we all going to do? When will we get to do this again? When I stand on the shore and look out into the sea I can feel her looking back right here at me I just want to be I just want to be here with you The light is dim and flickering The tunnel blocked up with my fear I dream about the past now My future disappeared Let’s stop fighting and bickering Take a look at the state we’re in We’ve got to work together We’ve got to work together now We’re all going nowhere Together We’re all going nowhere (February 6, 2021)

about

Like many over the past year or so I've had some extra time on my hands. But I won't credit the pandemic for this creative burst since I'm always working on new music. No, I think what really contributed to the development of this EP was relocating and setting up a new work space.

My new dedicated recording studio gave me immediate access to my gear and instruments and really made concentrating on building an EP so much easier. It's still a fairly modest set up but I am no longer confined to working out of a corner in my bedroom.

In the new space I can pick up a guitar or bass, explore a keyboard riff, or bang out a new beat whenever I feel inspired. And that also means that working on songs rather than instrumental music has become almost the norm. And that's been great!

One thing the pandemic did provide was something to write about. In the early months, dealing with lock-downs and quarantines, I started feeling a bit claustrophobic, like I was underwater and stuck in a submarine. And the American political landscape wasn't helping.

Then one day I picked up a guitar and started singing, "I don't wanna die!" Just came out of nowhere but obviously heartfelt. And as the pandemic continued I couldn't believe there didn't seem to be any end in sight. And even today, things are still not looking all that great.

But then really, what does it all mean? We're all just floating around on this beautiful rock we call Earth and when you take time to think about your place in the grand scheme of things it really helps clarify your perspective.

It makes you realize how grateful you should be for what you have, especially if you have a great partner and a great relationship like I do. When the holiday rolled around I wrote a song to let her know how happy I am that we're still sharing our lives together.

Anyway, it's been a really crazy time. I hope you enjoy this music and wish you better days ahead.

Take air.
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released March 23, 2021

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freemoth Minesing, Ontario

freemoth is a composer, songwriter and multi-instrumentalist. He's been working with Reaper lately and highly recommends it as a recording, mixing and mastering tool.

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